Grey Day

I don't think the sun has even bothered to drag itself into the sky today: grey skies, grey sea, grey mood. My brain was racing and burning with things I was convinced I had to do such as email someone very urgently, and tell them a computer code. Madness. It felt like it. then I was burning hot and had to throw the sash window up. So of course this morning after I'd finally fallen asleep I was freezing.

There seems to be a somewhat cold feeling (nice segue...) between one of my housemates and myself. I don't know if I'm being too sensitive, and imagining, but just something seems not quite right. I'm worried that it might be because I offered first to babysit, and she'd have liked to. Perhaps I should have asked her first, I don't know. That seems rather childish. So I haven't said anything, or apologised. Will just wait and see. It's just a few small things like her going to Asda, asking our other housemate to go with her, and not saying anything to me. Maybe just thoughtless. I think I worry too much about offending people. Perhaps because I can be easily offended myself?

More cheese and apple today, enough brooding. January's an easy month to fall into self-pity and depression. I'll try and forget that I spent a long time this morning filling in an online survey, purely to try and win some tickets, to find at the end that it wouldn't accept my entry. But that was fine... Good thoughts. I'm being taken out for a drink tonight. Very good thought.